i learned some things this week

I learned some things this week........ things i did not wanna know some things i should have known  # 1 don't make some one "smarter" then you think you wrong  # 2 don't let your heart rule when your brain is smarter .... #  3 DON'T !  don't blame!!  Don't blame cause that is easy DON'T judge cause that's easy....... DON'T its not their fault.. !! When there is no one to yell at no one to blame and all your left with is reality........... yep not fancy not even a little ................ I learned some other things this week .........................i  am stronger then i knew ......... calmer then i thought ...... and fearless is not a word its a way of living !! i watch her live i watch her fight i watch her let go of things that once mattered and now do not ..... FEARLESS she walks to death ........ ANNOYED as hell but fearless ! (iam smiling as i type that cause really she is OVER this shit! quote unquote!)   She is amazingling strong .......... amazingling brave .............. not perfect she never was she never will be ......... but she is MY MOM and i love her!! and that is that......... Oh yes the Iris's are one her favorite flowers but i think iam one of the only people that knows that ;op i rember planting them with her i rember  when we moved and  we dug them up and replanted them........... they didn't replant :( apparently they dont like soil....................