Monday, December 19, 2011

Its Christmas OR the girls get fancy!!

What they created

Today is one of  "my other  daughters birthdays" I LOVE that my daughter and her are STILL best friends (since3rd grade)  I LOVE that they took a "BREAK"... I love MORE that they found each other again!! I fed Them What  Hydrophonic  wanted. She picked ceaser salad and cheese bread ... OK she  couldn't pick between cheese and garlic so i made both. I MADE them do the ginger bread house its been sitting here for weeks for them!! And since they were already artsy I had them  finish the melted snow man cookies.This is there inner MARTHA'S......
Apparently the death HOUSE is working !!  Seriously SIX teenagers on  their friends 18th birthday and christmas break ... JUST  wanting Ceaser Salad, a movie and time with there friends???  YEP thats the good Stuff!!!

The Gingerbread man takes a fall ..........
Blood every place

The roof 

Juli Girl got em rolling 

Teenagers don't discount them they are really amazing people ! JUST SAY-EN!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

A Gift

Tis the Season !!! This is a weird season this year so much not planned,all of us avoiding in our own ways. Its hard ..this was her favorite holiday. Today is the 5th month she has been gone.  It hurts less now but it still hurts. Was doing some shopping and saw the Life Saver candy books and grinned to myself and then picked one up and out wardly smiled  . She used to buy these EVERY year  for the kids. Witch used to make laugh cause mom and i used to get these for her....... I had the most AMAZING talk with my mom a week ago we talked about Alexe. She "felt" her  and knows she is OK now. I find it comforting that she feels this way. It makes me less Angry at the sheer waste of  her death. Now if I could get past the guilt i think i might be alright. I keep telling everyone else not to feel guilty because really you can not fix someone who doesn't wanna be fixed and I KNOW this!!! Its just hard to shake the what if's...... ... Today I believe i will play really bad Christmas music. wrap presents and enjoy the season for what it is. Although different this year I will enjoy it!! I also think i will go buy one of those life saver books and put it under my tree. A gift for us all, the gift of remembering  a goofy memory~~~

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Dancing in the Rain!!!

So today  instead of  morning the loss of someone who has left this earth far to young I decided to spend the day with the YOUNG !! Mostly i just could NOT force myself to attend another funeral this year. And especially not this one. I waffled back and back and forth and decided the laughter and innocence of two of my favorite short people would be a FAR BETTER way to spend the afternoon and evening Ü
Ari made her own pizza FANCY
Blake and Ari work on an Xmas present shhh don't tell !!

Ari paints her hands for her own ART
front of their ginger bread house 
Ari's side of the house 

"Rama i wanna stir !! WOW this is hard" 

Blake gets in the action w/ strawberry creme cheese 

Strawberry is YUM!!

Making her necklace &eating chocolate cereal 
Finished product !
Rama these are yummy in my tummy!!